Current mood: Panicky

Its funny how life loves to slaps your face at the most urgent of moments. Well.. i got my slap just this very moment and it hurts. I just got a call from my executive, apparently i have forgotten to do something very important ONE DAY BEFORE MY SHOW STARTS!
(*SLAP!) The consequence running through my head is rather unbearable. Right now, i wouldn't mind life to slap me abit more if it could make the situation better. Sigh ... only thing i can do now is control this Panic state and pray.
Cursing myself now about how stupid..... and stupid.... and stupid i can be for forgetting something so important. This got me thinking about how much a fool I'm in the first place .... screwed myself up , my relationships and my life... now I'm paying it with all the teasing,insults and disappointments . Step it up Aloy! Step it up!
Hey, nobody knows what will happen next whenever they decide to do something, so no point thinking about how foolish you think you are in the first place... I'm such a loyal reader of your blog la! hahaha..
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