Thursday, June 10, 2010

The midnight anthem

When the morning breaks ,
just as the sun touches the edge of the world,
he wakes to remind himself
he has no resolve
his trials are not important.
He mission forward to bring the light to others
making sure that he leave none for himself.

Then everytime as the red sphere falls,
as the stars slowly waken,
there he waits .. head bowed low...
there are no lights
no candle to hold his own ...
he waits ... spirits on the floor ...
for his devil to whisper ....

"You are all alone"



Saturday, June 5, 2010

Feelings oh Feelings



Dear Reader
Current mood: Limited

For the past week i've been trying to tidy up my life and i kinda stumbled abit. I so happen to realize that my emotional state has a hell lot of work to do.... For years of my life i have been rather ignorant about my feelings, and take things that happen to me rather personally ... which is detrimental to myself of course. Little things will hit me hard, and though i can cover it up ... there is no denying it had affected me. So diving into this part of my life to fix it was ... how you say it... frightening, because it opens you up to years of emotional negligence and its like a flood of misplaced loneliness , sadness, pain , denial , joy ... hitting you in one go. But as terrifying as it is, i cant wait to deal with each feeling and finally organize ... hopefully ... another part of my life! haha peace out