Current mood: Limited
For the past week i've been trying to tidy up my life and i kinda stumbled abit. I so happen to realize that my emotional state has a hell lot of work to do.... For years of my life i have been rather ignorant about my feelings, and take things that happen to me rather personally ... which is detrimental to myself of course. Little things will hit me hard, and though i can cover it up ... there is no denying it had affected me. So diving into this part of my life to fix it was ... how you say it... frightening, because it opens you up to years of emotional negligence and its like a flood of misplaced loneliness , sadness, pain , denial , joy ... hitting you in one go. But as terrifying as it is, i cant wait to deal with each feeling and finally organize ... hopefully ... another part of my life! haha peace out
Whenever I freak out, ice cream always brighten up my day =)
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